So Very Precious

Yeah, so I haven't been on in a few days... well, I just wanna tell you that something happened today which made me want to post. A man got hit by a car by my house, maybe a mile or so away and he died upon impact.

I started thinking, when my father told me, I cried, my dad was there when it happened, though he didn't exactly do it, he was still there. I thought my dad was going to jail because he had this grim look on his face, the police took him in as a witness and stuff like that. And then it wasn't until a few hours after I got the news was when I wondered if the guy had a family, if he had a pet, if he was allergic to cats. I don't know why I suddenly wanted to know all of these completely random things, but it effected me.

I wondered if he had a hamster or if he liked hamsters, I don't know why it was hamsters but still. And I've been depressed all day long because of what happened, and I even distracted myself into doing things like chores, I think I was really productive today. I didn't exactly cry, but I didn't exactly not cry, I still get kind of choked up when I think about it.

I mean, did he have a little girl? Or was he alone, but had a dog which was a poodle or something like that. I wanted and still want to know about this man because he hit me home, right in the heart and it takes a lot for me to suddenly feel bad and cry for someone else I didn't even care about before today. I mean, yesterday, I had no idea any of this was going to happen and then today everything changes, that man never got to work and his hat is still where he died. I guess I know why you have to go through all that crap to get your driver's license because if you didn't then you'd end up killing someone and you have to live with that for the rest of your life.

I mean how horrible would you feel if you killed someone? I mean it seems so blunt, but really how would your family members react to that? And would you even care if you killed someone and when it finally smacked you in the face, would you suddenly just break down? Or would you bottle it up until you were completely alone.

I wanted to post because, I wanted to say and tell you how precious life is, and you shouldn't abuse your rights as a citizen and you shouldn't abuse your rights as a human and you shouldn't do drugs because you'll die because you weren't paying attention.

Do you get it? Just be careful and abuse what was given to you.