What I wouldn't call serious.

Uhmm... well I'm supposed to be writing my book report...

hahaha book report, sounds like something I should be doing in fifth grade...

hahaha... fifth grade...

Anyways, I'm using this as a procrasnation thingy.

And now I'm actually gonna go write it, it's about the The Jungle Upton Sinclair apparently wrote it and my friend is reading it too, so it shouldn't be so hard, except for the fact that the book report is due tomorrow...

Hahaha, I'm the Queen of doing things the very last minute.

Okay I relaly gotta go...

April Fools Joke

Please tell me, you've got to be joking, you've got to be kidding me, please tell me this is another one of your April Fools Joke.

It's not, and I'm confident if something happens to one more person close to me, I'm finished, I'm done, I'm leaving this town forever. I can't stand it anymore, I'm due for a good thing, I know I am. This is just another sign that something good is going to happen. Please tell me, is it true? Could it be Cancer?

The C word never hit me as hard as it did now, I asked myself who's next, now I wish I didn't. I wish I didn't ask myself those questions because I think I know who's next. No, I can't say that, it can't be, he can't be doomed.

That's not fair, take me instead, at least he'll have more time to be saved, in my heart I know I'm saved; at least somewhere in there I know that. They need more time, I'm there for a reason and my reason is to help people, my purpose is done so take me instead.

Ah, I don't want to leave some, but if someone gets a chance to live and be saved, I guess that's fair; it needs to be done, Lord please just take me instead.

It's not right, he can't just leave, though I'm not in love with him, someone else is. And that's not fair, I know the feeling, of not knowing whether or not you'll see them tomorrow. Whether or not you'll be planning their funeral tomorrow or speaking to them tomorrow.

Please, just tell me, this is another one of your April Fools Jokes. I can't think of anything more logical then that, the purpose for that is truly unfair, so they know they can spend more time with their family.

Fairness, it is not.

Life, only some can truly live.

Love, no one knows what it is and yet most claim to have it.

Truth, facing it.

Beauty, Oh God, not in their casket.

Death, stop, please, just not now.

Purity, keeping it would have helped.

Goodness, only young, do they die.

Not true, the good can't die young, they deserve to live a long life, to fall inlove.

Please, it has to be another joke, it's gotta be, it HAS to be. I just can't stand this life anymore. It's not fair, everyone around me, dropping like flies. Stop dying, just for one day.

Please, it must be another April Fools Joke.