Ramblings

Has anyone really took the time to just sit on the ground and watch the clouds go by?

No. And this isn't even important, and I shouldn't have to experience that, even though I did. I never really thought about thing indept, like am I really clingy? Nooo... yeah I am and I'm working on it, but I don't really know why I am so clingy in the first place, absence of a parent or something probably. I also realized something else, how great my generation has it, computers, cellphones, TVs, cars better then ever. And all we do is complain about how we don't have the iPhone, seriously we need the damn forest anyway. I feel sometimes that I may be crazy, like insane crazy, or maybe it's just my friends. Because we tend to do thing that normal people, who are not on drugs, don't do. Maybe it's just me who is noticing this, but you have to experience everything in your life because sometimes there are no second chances.

I kind of took the time to think about how everything in my room has a memory to it or it means something very special to me. I mean take a look at your backpack, sure it's annoying but what about when you went to get it. Did you have a revelation while picking out those pens or did you get frustrated in the paper aisle then laugh at yourself. I mean, those things kind of make a person who they are, if it weren't for those experiences they probably would be making the same mistakes they did yesterday. So, what is the purpose of this post? It actually for you, I want you to think about those people in your life that maybe influence you, or that you look up to so much or maybe someone you're missing right now. No one actually sees the point of this blog, the point of this blog is for you to understand yourself, and maybe I'll find myself along the way.

Maybe someday I'll know why I created this blog in the first place, and maybe you'll remember the reason why you looked so glum at times. Perhaps the real purpose of this blog is because I wanted to show people that there is still good in the world, even if you have to search eightteen pages for it. I know one day I will be discovered.

But until then, like every other person, I'll continue to wait for that day and will always promote charities and such things as dollars for darfur and light a candle foundation. These things are important to me because I know how angry I'd be if someone decided to beat me up and I couldn't do anything about it. But honestly, if you are getting abused, like seriously beaten up almost everyday for no reason after school, tell the police. Your 'dad' or whoever watches over you will not hurt you after that because they can't hurt you. Trust me on this one, DO NOT be afraid, because they will not hurt you, just promise me if something is happening, you'll tell someone about it. Even if it's just me.